the world is messed up

[Broken Side]

i hate to come and put up a depressing post about life and shit but i have good reason to this time.
I got jumped at a party for no reason the other night and now i can't eat solid foods or sleep on the right side of my body or finish making any of the songs i was working on for a long time.
I'm the least violent person in history. I'm the guy at the party who assumes everyone is good and everyone is my friend. I smoke everyone up and try to talk to everyone and find out about them and try to make sure everyone is having fun. The other night was no excepetion.
I was on my way to my friends house so he could change clothes before we hit up the bar. There was some people outside grilling and playing bags that my friend had played basketball with and they offered us some beer so we decided to just party there. We ultimately got more beer and stayed there because nothing good was happening at the bars. Everyone was having a chill time, i was talking to everyone,we even planned on playing a basketball game the next day.
Now towards the end of the night this asian guy and his friend decide to play a trick on me and start acting all mad and telling us we have to leave and that we drank all their beer and blah blah. I was like what are you guys talking about, we brought this case and all this stuff and we have all been chillin. They keep this up until finally i was like alrite these guys are so fucked up man lets get out of here. They start cracking up and are like man you are too easy, we got you and tell us that it was all a big joke they had planned up. So i'm like haha and i can take a joke so we all just start chillin again and the party was fun again. After a little while this asian guy wouldnt let the joke go. Everytime someone would bring it up i'd be like man he can act so good at seeming really pissed. So then he would go into pissed mode and by the end it was hard to tell if he was even joking anymore or if he was really pissed.
So it was getting late and it was time to go, and there were these 2 girls at the party who decided to leave with me and my friend to go smoke and call it a night. So we say goodbye to all these guys and start walking down the sidewalk
Next thing I know the asian guy runs up in front of me and stands there with his angry face and shouts "are we gonna let these guys take the only girls from the party!!!"
and i was like hahaha alrite man, good stuff, but we are leaving, good last joke
next thing i know, one of the guys from the porch who i had juts been chillin with earlier comes running down and blindsides me right in the jaw.
Then the asian guy tackles me and my friend jumps on him and like tackles him off of me. So of course io'm in complete shock and attempt a swing at the asian guy but barely hit him because i'm not a fighter, i hate fighting.
So then all these people who had been cool all night run down and a couple hold down my friend while the beat the shit out of me. At this point I black out.
When I wake up i'm being carried about 2 blocks down from this house by the 2 girls and my friend. I start losing my mind as i see all the blood on my hands and i'm like "what the hell juts happened" "i didn't do anything to these guys, why did they do this to me" and both the girls are like crying like crazy. I start telling my friend to call people and that i want to kill everyone cuz i'm just seriously not in a right state of mind at this point. But these girls are like i know this is messed up but they are our friends and we'll go yell at them , please dont do anything, please dont call cops, i hope you make it home okay and they both leave to go back to the house.
So now i'm just like what the fuck man and my friend is saying should he get his friend with a gun and all this crazy shit and i'm like okay man i want to kill them but lets not be stupid. And i tell him i'm gonna call the cops.
So my friend gets mad at me cuz he doesnt like cops and all this shit but i call them anyway and he goes and sits down on the sidewalk
So when the cops get there i'm real drunk and messed up and i like walk up their car and start saying shit real fast and they yell at me and put me in handcuffs and calm me down.
They go "why did your friend just take off running when we got here" and i look over where he was and realize he is now gone. I couldn't believe he ditched me like this. So now they don't trust me at all but they get out a mirror and say "before we can even start talking to you do you need medical assistance"
They show me the mirror and this is when i learn i no longer look like myself, my face is like 2 face with one half 3 times the normal size of my usual face.
I start freaking out and they have to calm me down again but i tell them i don't need to go to hospital and i just wanna get these fuckin people because they don't deserve to get away with such sensless violence to me.
So we drive to the house and i sit in the car while a cop goes to talk to them.
He comes back and says that everyone at the party says I started throwing punches and they were all just defending themselves. The cops kind of realizes i am not lieing but says since my friend ran and everything that all I could do was file a report and shit. So I tell the cops to go fuck themselves and all this shit and they thankfully dont arrest me but just drive me home and I end up passing out and somehow make it through the night.
I wake up and see my face is all fucked up and swollen and black and the inside of my mouth is all cut and my arm is really fucked up and all this shit.
I just don't get why this happened to me. I didn't do anything but be nice to everyone there. And my friends even have let me down, even in the days since they don't seem to realize how fucked up this all was. I just realized that I'm a lot more alone than i thought and that the world is extremely fucked up.
I am supposed to graduate in a week and a half and I have a project to finish but I havent been able to get it done because I've had to lay in bed fucked up on vicodins while tihs shit recovers. Its just so fucked up this is how my college career is going to end because now I have no desire to go out and have any last parties with friends or anything. In all honesty i just want to finish up and leave all these people here and never see them again. I want to go home and be with my family who I'm starting to realize are the only people who care about you and my one best friend that actully gives a shit about me.
I have no clue where my life is going to go but this was definetly the biggest wake up call in a bunch of wake up calls that I need a new life, i want to just focus on business and starting some sort of business to become succesfful in life and meet new people that have morals and values and not get drunk all the time.
I've even been thinking about stuff like religion and maybe I need to go to church more and find better people in this world.
I just don't understand how people can be so violent and negative and senseless. The world is fucked up.

[$nipe]

Dude... good thing you're telling the story. Just, just be careful. That's some wicked crazy story to tell your kids.

I think the last thing you need is someone to tell you that you should be careful of who you "chill" with... people are messed up. Just don't lose that coolness.

[mystoneybaby]

Wow. What a terrible thing to have happened to you. It's hard to find something else to say because this leaves me pretty speachless. I hope that you heal well and just remember what goes around comes around .. these guys will get what they are due.

Perhaps this is an over all lesson to surround yourself with people who aren't afraid to stand beside you when the cops are called.

I hope this passes quickly. Good luck on your project. I'm sure you can talk to your teacher about the situation.

[DynamicJ]

them fuckin asians... im not racist or anything, but damn.

[Alexnova]

Asians got pissed cuz you got a much bigger penis than they do, hence why you picked up the ladies.

But on a serious note, that's fucked up. What I like the most about your story is that you are taking away something positive from it. Maybe a wake up call to do some changes I suppose. Still you getting beat up is inexcusable.

[TaiyedBorders]

Family is all you have in this world. They are the only people I trust in this world besides God. My friend ditched me onetime in a fight. A much bigger, older guy started throwing punches at me one time and I luckily my body went into the Avatar state and I unleased fury I had never known I had, and I was never a fighter, I hate violence...fought back and Luckily I kicked his ass, but my friend still just stood there un sure of what to do, but yet claims to "have my back" all the time. When I ever got that feeling, when someone has a problem with me for no reason, I just leave, because from past times, nothing good usually follows. Yeah an asian kid attacked one of my friends onetime because he was jealous and such an angry little person. Some of them have bad attitudes... Its frustrating when the cops come and you want justice right then and there but there turns out to be all these factors that the cops rely on and sometimes you can feel like you got shafted. Ive been really emotional and freaking out before and the cops actually told me to calm down or they will arrest me for disorderly conduct, and its kinda like wait a minute I was harrassed/attacked Im the victim you should be taking the other guy downtown... I have never had a beatdown, but I have been punched in the head 2 seperate times, and its not fun. Fighting is aweful, it one of the most ugliest things on this planet... just the emotions that come with a fight, all the adrenaline, from the "fight or flight" running thru your body, has made me sick to my stomach before. My friends love watching all that UFC bullshit on Tv, blood and teeth flying everywhere, I fucking hate it.

Well broken, Im so sorry that happened to you, thats a pretty bad story. Its hard to prevent things like this because the guy wasnt trying to kick your ass right when you walked in the door, and he didnt even give you a chance to explain yourself before attacking you when you were leaving. Get your school over with, and get a good job with good people and put this all behind you, I used to run into punk asses so much back in the day when I was at college and I am so glad to be away from all of the macho bullshit violence.

[Element]

retaliation is the only thing that will bring them justice, bring the baseball bat

[TaiyedBorders]

retaliation is the only thing that will bring them justice, bring the baseball bat

Broken Side do not listen to this stupid FUCK.

[Element]

don't like to this sweaty PUSSY

[TaiyedBorders]

don't like to this sweaty PUSSY

You're a drug addicted fool

[Element]

i'm addicted to marjiuana

[TaiyedBorders]

i'm addicted to marjiuana

Marjuana? Easy tiger, don't overdose.
Hey, I am addicted to Redbull.
I have graduated to two 20oz cans a day.

[Nate]

I'm addicted to porn.

[hydropoNICK]

Thurgood: I'm here today because I'm addicted..to marijuana.
Rehab patient: You in here 'cuz of marijuana?! Man, this is some BULLSHIT!
Bob Saget/Cocaine addict: Marijuana is not a drug. I used to suck dick for coke.
Rehab patient: I've seen him!
Bob Saget/Cocaine addict: Now that's an addiction, man. You ever suck some dick for marijuana?
Thurgood: No, I can't say I have.
Bob Saget/Cocaine addict: I didn't think so.